True Love, huh?

Love Hurts...

Yeah, I know. There used to be a girl, a very best friend of mine who confide to me that she couldn't stand her 'one'. Playing her piano, she still thinks of him even though he's not. Eating her lunch, she still thinks of him even though he's not. Watching TV, she still thinks of him even though he's not. Countless of activities she's doing but her 'one' always there in her mind. 

 I tried to calm her down. 

 Hang in there, D. :)

Marriage D'Amour

Marriage D'Amour

 This video is a long time ago. For someone I love, you inspire me so. Thank you very much. :))

New Year, New Class, New Subjects and New Resolutions!

Today is actually the fourth day of school. How, you ask, is school today? Oh, it's pretty much okay. I'm already 16 a.k.a Form 4 this year. But, of course I'm not OFFICIALLY 16 yet. My birthday is on 16 May so...I'm still sweet fifteen! =)

I currently attend SMK USJ 23 still but there's a major differences going on in there. This year, Form 4 classes had derived from boring names to Greek Alphabet labels! I'm in 4 Epsilon which is (ehem, ehem) first class of all the classes. My apologies. I don't intend to brag but hey! This is my blog so I can say whatever I want here, right? ;)

In my PMR, I had passed with flying colors. Mom and Dad are the proudest pair of all, I must say. Their grins of pride never lopsided from their lips. I'm also grateful for the sudden wonderful surprise. At last, all those sleepless nights and tiring days haven't been in vain!! Alhamdullilah! =)

Meanwhile, back at the ranch, I've already told you about my new class. Now, I'm going to tell you about my new subjects! Hmm, let's see. There's Add Maths, Biology, Physics and Chemistry! Add maths is a blast, I tell you. There are tons and TONS of new units, calculations and new answers!! Biology is the subject which I love the most! I had no idea why. When I thought about it, it gives me shivers of anticipation and excitement running down my spine! Of course, I couldn't forget about Physics. If you mention that word to my beloved Dad, his eyes will shine in fascination! I mean, literally! =) He adores famous, well-known scientists that had give contributions towards the field of science especially Newton and Einstein. His love towards them I inherited cordially. Oh, don't forget about Chemistry. I've just made some research about it and I'm partially surprised! The word "chemistry" had derived from the word alchemy! You know what this means? =O What are centre-of-attention topics that drives the word alchemy in fire other than the study of immortality? Yes, with the knowledge of chemistry, it might be a possibility that we could dig up some secret ingredients of how to make humans immortal!! Wow! Double wow!

Hmmm. Or is that possibility really is just a figment of science fiction? LOL! XP.

S'anyway, I've just finished my homework. Well, just a few of them. Tomorrow will be another new day. Just wish me luck! I'm as well might need it! =)

If This Was a Movie by Taylor Swift

"If This Was A Movie"




Last night I heard my own heart beating
Sounded like footsteps on my stairs
Six months gone and I'm still reaching
Even though I know you're not there
I was playing back a thousand memories, baby
Thinking 'bout everything we've been through
Maybe I've been going back too much lately
When time stood still and I had you


Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'til I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now


I know people change and these things happen
But I remember how it was back then
Wrapped up in your arms and our friends were laughing
'Cause nothing like this ever happened to them,
Now I'm pacing down the hall, chasing down your street
Flashback to the night when you said to me,
"Nothing's gonna change, not for me and you
Not before I knew how much I had to lose"


Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'til I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now


If you're out there
If you're somewhere
If you're moving on
I've been waiting for you
Wary since you've been gone
I just want it back the way it was before
And I just wanna see you back at my front door
And I say


Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would before you said it's not that easy
Before the fight, before I locked you out
But I take it all back now
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'til I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now


You'd be here by now
It's not the kind of ending you wanna see now
Baby, what about the ending
Oh, I thought you'd be here by now, whoa
Thought you'd be here by now

My Debut Performance

Richard Clayderman's Nostalgy by Deena

My Best Friend, Nurul Ain

"A Sweeter Friend
by Ann Marie
Whether I need to laugh and play
Or just sit and talk awhile
Whether the clouds are white or gray
I know I can count on your smile

Whether I need to scream and cry
Or if I need to just vent
Whether I need to know when, where, or why
My time with you is well spent

Whether my day has been good or bad
Or if it has just been so-so
Whether my mood is happy or sad
Running to you I can go

No matter what my state of mind
You're always there for me
A sweeter friend I could not find
A sweeter friend there could not be."


I pluck this apposite poem from a website which I just surfed a few minutes ago. Thought it could be more inclusive with it. Fundamentally, this petals of poem is specially for my dear friend who accept me of who I am whole.

Nurul Ain Binti Ahmad Falah. Born on 22nd December 1996. According to the grapevine, there are no words to describe her for I was lost immediately just as her name flitted across my mind.

Ain- that is what I call her frequently- is a no ordinary friend of mine. When you're wearing weird clothes or ugly witch's dress during Halloween day, she will look beyond that and never shakes her queen-shaped head. Yes, she will always accept of who you are, whether you're wearing peculiar clothes that you happen to like or hearing music which is so yesterday that you happen to covet. She will always see the unique side of you beyond your physical appearance. That is the most important quality that a friend should have. A"friend" who criticize your way of lifestyle will never have the dispensation to be called a "friend" at all.

Above all, she's a very supportive and encouraging friend. Whenever I achieve something like an award for academics or got first place in sports, she's the only person who will cheer bigger than anyone in the crowd. Moreover, she'll be the first person to ever congratulate you than your other group of friends. Never holding a hint of jealousy or hatred by your greatest achievements. Her heart is pure that will always and forever shine to a group of people whom she loves dear.

Whenever you're facing life problems that drag you down to the centre of the earth, Ain will be one who will pull you up to the surface. Lending her shoulder for you to cry your heart out and even her rose-shaped lips forming a string of advices that will perish the webs of quandry completely. This portion part of her self is what I truly adore and cherish for ever more.

Furthermore, she will always keeps her best friend's secrets even if it costs her life. Even promises she'll always keep unless it is absolutely necessary or even will never stab you behind your back.

Ain is who I proudly like to call my best friend. She's the most kindest and funniest friend I've ever met who always makes me laugh and plaster a sunny smile on my face. Always optimistic and happy-go-lucky girl. Even though there are times that we fought, we'll always find a way to bury the hatchet. But, if there comes a time when we have to separate to go on with our own lives and move on to different paths, I'll never forget the way she treated me dearly and the sour and sweet memories with her will I cherish and keep with my own heart.

So, let me have this chance to say: Thank you, Ain for being my best friend in the whole wide world!

RHB The Star- MIGHTY MINDS

August 7th, Saturday

I woke up sleepily, nearly wanted to put my head on my soft warm pillow back. Despite of the grogginess, (last night, my mind was already in the labyrinth of my thick heavy textbooks) just below my eyes were dark shadows that bulged from my skin. One glance at the mirror, I winced by my awful appearance. Well, with a cooling, refreshing bath and a puff of my strawberry scent powder on my cheeks, I bet the shadows will disappear in no time!

I brought along a few textbooks, pencil box and a bottle of water, stuffed them hastily inside my bag and immediately ate breakfast. The breakfast menu for today was tuna sandwich with a cup of milo. I gotta tell ya, it really made my stomach sang as it already done filling in. I set off early at 7 o'clock and with a peck on each of my parents cheek, I stepped onto the pavement and closed the car door, facing my beloved high school, SMK USJ 23. Well, soon, I guess I have to leave this place. I need a brighter future than just staying in this school. But still, it held lots of my sweet and sour memories that still whirling in my mind.

I met my friends and we set off to Summit where the quiz held at around 8:15. When I faced the high looming building, swarmed by smart-looking kids around my age, my heart sank and my forehead immediately broke into sweat. Nausea crept in and I began to share my fear to my friends. They're helpfully coaxed me and reminded me to just have fun. That brought my heart positioned in the right place but the nausea was still creeping in, refused to retreat. I took a deep breath, eyes focused, mind's whirling, heart beating, lungs breathing and walked hesitantly towards the mouth of the hotel with shaking legs. It's like as if I'm going to be swallowed by the scary looking building (in my eyes opinion due to the fact I'm nearly hyperventilated) but I have to remind myself a triple of times that Summit is still my favorite mall, which provided my favorite restaurant, Subway. That cheered me up a bit but I'm not entirely sure.

As we're done registering ourselves at the counter, I realized the Organizers provided breakfast for us- McDonald McMuffin burger and another bottle of water. Despite of my full stomach, I shoved the food inside my bag and saved it for the future later.

Okay, the quiz preparation was like this: Azieyati, Amirul and I were in the same team whereas Liyana, Arisha and Razlin were in the other. We're together were among the Blue Team and the Red Team needs to compete first. So, Azieyati and I have lots of time together digging in textbooks and reference books while the Red Team competed. We peeked in some of the questions and some of them were complicated and some of them were easy. Nausea crept in-again.

After a few hours, the Red Team finished and it's the Blue Team's turn to face the unexpected questions. Well, let me summarize the story. I'm tired on typing more. Both my team lose. Well, we expected the blow already for there were many questions that we didn't learn yet. I remembered my team hentam-ed everytime when we faced complicated questions.

The questions that I enjoyed the most were these: How many J.K Rowling's Harry Potter series get to film in public? Of course only 6! What should the swan do to take off from gliding on the lake? Run on the water and push itself off the lake! Some teams answered "simply flap its wings" but actually, it's not correct. Mr. Bookworm wants to buy a book. Which website should he surf to buy the book he needs? www.amazon.com lah! I went to that website EVERYTIME! -laughs- Seriously, we had a great deal of fun there but it's a shame really not to grasp our victory. Some of the questions were answered correctly, thanks to our brilliant Azieyati but some also put our mind to thinking very hard.

Azieyati advised me to attend the quiz next year and we'll try to win this time. I accepted the advice without further hesitation. I hated when I didn't get what I've always wanted and sometimes I can become quite aggressive just to grasp my goal. With my ownership on being one of the Tauruses, me and my team will try our best for next year. Well, I guess that's all of our 'quiz' experience. We'll just try to persuade our teachers to attend the quiz again. We will brush the dust off from our school's name soon. But for now, toodles!!